Guest Post: The Development of a Coached Bi Fetish – from NB, Enchantrix Empire Member

Submitted by Enchantrix Empire Member, NB:

While there seems to be a natural ebb and flow to whatever particular kinks capture my fancy that changes over time, ‘coached cocksucking’ has always been a staple of mine, that I have never been able to shake, and therefore have given a lot of thought to over the years.

I first encountered LDW sites by accidentally running across suckpatrol.com while searching for blowjob porn. At the time I loved watching video of women performing fellatio, and as always has been my experience, the more you indulge a particular kink, the more specialized and particular you (or at least I) tend to get about it.

For example, I went from general oral sex videos, to preferring ones where it focused primarily on the cocksucking itself, but I didn’t like say, long deepthroat videos because then the cock was totally obscured! POV videos were a hit of course, and I thrilled when the cock would be right up in the camera. Long shots showing more of the woman’s body but you could barely see the cock were right out :-p

Then I started to get picky about the cock itself. I had my own esthetic standards for what was a beautiful cock. Small penises, pindicks, and inferior meat need not apply! I wanted to watch beautiful women worship absolutely gorgeous cocks! As long as she didn’t get in the way of it too much :-p Maybe describing the perfect cock will be a future post, we’ll see. :-p

Anyhow, some combination of esoteric search engine language trying to find my perfect cock led me to suckpatrol. Obviously not what I was looking for at the moment… but I kept coming back and looking. And from there looking at other LDW sites, and they pretty soon became part of my routine.

“F0rc3d bi” seemed to be a popular and fun fantasy niche, but to my chagrin, there were changes on the horizon… Slowly but surely ‘f0rc3d bi’ became supplanted by more nebulous terms… Seduced Bi etc. At first I was appalled! My self-delusions! How dare you strip them from me! But seriously, it has been like a organized campaign! I believe I first noticed it on Ms. Lauren’s blogs, but it definitely caught on. The f0rc3d bi Mistress site became Adventures in Cocksucking, F0rc3d Bi Academy became Straight Guys Sucking Cock, and even good old Suck Patrol changed its language, encouraging me to take responsibility for my own cocksucking desires! As if! :-p

I vividly recall one of Empress Constance’s blog entries, “Confessions of a Cock Sucker”

While I loved the blog entry (as always) the small repartee between Mistress Brianna and Constance in the comments sent me into a small fit of pique! Mistress Brianna said “Are you sure you meant 3 minutes and not 3 seconds? Cock gobblers are rarely that shy about letting it be known.” I was flabbergasted! Surely my fellow cocksucker enthusiasts and I were not so predictable, so needy, so desperate for attention to be dismissed so! (And Thomas, if you read this, your comments on the thread did not help my case :-p)

But alack and alas, the scales pulled from eyes, I could deny it no longer. I was predictable and needy and desperate for attention, and my fantasies could never be accurately described by the word “coerced.” To be honest, the adjectives that get me going have nothing to do with “coerce” but are along the lines of worship, obedience, addiction, seduction, etc.

So, “coerced bi” is dead…
… but the best fantasies make you beg for cock anyway :-p